I don’t know what to do, because the only person I’ve ever loved has left me, again. But this time its different because he was the only thing I had left in my life. My world is so broken, and it’s so hard to try and live without him. Please just come back to me. You’re the only person who can make my life better.
- Iain Banks, “The Bridge” (via mooneyedandglowing)
Today was so difficult for me. I got in trouble at work, then I had to go to my parent’s house to pick up some things and it just took everything I had to keep it all inside until I was alone. I hate myself for making others feel my pain. I would never wish that on anyone and I don’t know how to keep it from happening. I feel like such a terrible person.